So today I woke up cursing and muttering and stressed because I had a dream about an atomic bomb explosion. In the dream we were ridding in a tiny amusement park and the roller coaster was broken, which we found out when we were already on it, some wagons got separated from others and there was a baby in a really dangerous situation at that moment. All ended well, we got off from the broken roller coaster and were in a field of sorts. Don't think I knew any of those people (there were about 10), except for one. He looked like my boyfriend, maybe not, not sure.

And then a jet flew over our heads, it was cloudy above us though and just in general they fly fast so I did not catch a glimpse of it. I associated nothing bad with it as I have planes flying over my house a lot. They fly high though so no noises or such. A little bit later I looked at the sky in the horizon and it was more red than it should normally be. Then I saw the atomic explosion, the whole mushroom appeared and then there was a wave of dust/rubble/smoke coming our way.

I just stood there watching, whereas some others started running to hide. But you can't hide from an atomic bomb when you can see it in the horizon. That wave was coming closer and getting bigger and I knew that even if it was possible to hide from that wave, we were still going to die from the radiation and such. In the dream I said "tell me this is a dream", I was completely convinced that it was reality too of course. It's like you are now looking at your screen and would see an explosion through your window, you would not hope that this is a dream, right? So I said that kind of sarcastically, completely broken and finding it hard to believe that they actually launched such destructive power and... knowing that I was going to die within seconds.

There I woke up -_- I started cursing and going "frikkin hell, this really was a dream". I dunno if any of you had dreams about such things, but the feeling is definitely one of the worst in life. The "jet+explosion soon after" started fall together only after I woke up. Generally I don't believe much in dreams, but this time I looked up some meanings for "atomic bomb" and they aren't nice:

-To dream of a nuclear bomb, suggests feelings of helplessness, being threatened and loss of control. You may be experiencing great hostility and rage to the point of being destructive. Alternatively, you may be expressing a desire to wipe out some aspect of yourself. It may also be an indication that something crucial and precious to you has ended and important changes are about to occur.

-If you dream a nuclear bomb exploding, but you are indifferent and doesn't affect you at all, it shows war is coming.
-If you dream that your shocked by a nuclear bomb explosion, it shows drastic and unexpected changes in life which may profound change your ways of viewing life. Also shows suffering.
-If you dream that you die or the city is destroyed by a nuclear bomb, shows bad news and bieng cursed by someone.
-If you dream a nuclear bomb that doesn't destroy or scare anything, shows many transformations will happen in the country, it could mean drastic changes in the politics of the state.

I dunno which one falls for me most, if any. But meh. Frikkin hell. This is why today after going to bed at 2am I am awake at 9:30 when I have no work and should just wake up at 12 or something -_- Any advice, comments and your own experience greatly appreciated :]